It has been a few days, but to be honest... I just have been too tired. To tired to write, to read, to watch tv, to do much of anything. I stumble out of bed at that last possible minute, sometimes not taking a shower, before heading to work. I only function at work to just keep things going, but people can tell I am in pain and not feeling good. Sigh... So when I get home, I just don't have a lot of energy. Or it comes in spurts.
It doesn't help that my Mariners are really bringing me down. So sad.
But I am looking forward to the little things. I am looking forward to relaxing this weekend.
I am looking forward to choir practice on Tuesday.
I am looking forward to going to this awesome Paramore concert with a great girlfriend, Diann, on Wednesday.
I am looking forward to finishing a book or two, and napping.
I am looking forward to just being. Who knows what can happen...
I am trying NOT to worry. I won't worry about the job I may or may not hear about. I won't worry about the job I am in, and the stresses there. I won't worry about "Hector" the stupid tumor in my large intestine. (Yes, I named it). Worrying makes me way more tired, and I just don't have any more energy to expend on all this crap. That is for sure.
You know what makes me smile and laugh though, the Mariners commercials. They crack me up :) I think I just need to go and plug those in and watch them. I will go do that, then take a bath... and try not to think about all the things I like to worry about.
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